Saturday, 6 April 2013

(Day 6) Secret Love



















Dear all;

Before I give you all my poem for today, I did a reading the other night featuring the poem blogged here a few days ' forgotten voices of the holocaust' this can be seen here

NaPoWriMo hasn't put up their prompt for today yet as of typing, but here is my poem for today
a poem about secret Loves.

Secret Love

You claim you would never
go to a football match with me
but I know otherwise.

You say you would fall asleep
after ten minutes
of watching the ball fly around
the ground
like a rocket
but I know otherwise.

I know you would secretly cheer
when I am not looking
and boo the ref
everytime he gives
a dodgy decision
against us.

You would throw
your programme on the floor
everytime they attack
and swear so loudly
the stewards would put
their fingers on their mouths.

You would push everybody
out of the way at halftime
to get to the coffee van
and start pacing up and down
the stands
until they started the second half.

And when it gets to 4.45pm
and the referee whistles at
the end of the match,
you would join in with
the cheers
or the groans
as we leave the ground
before asking me again
can I come again next time?

The reality is totally different of course
but it's good to dream.




Friday, 5 April 2013

(Day 5) Statue

















In my photograph
you are still sat in the fields at Rowarth
cradling a statue
like a freshly born infant
swaddled with a blanket
wrapped around you
in a rag doll moment
of aching tenderness.

In my photograph
you are holding onto your scarf
as the wind
blows in and out
like a broken curtain
beretting the air
until every movement
looks almost effortless,

every movement 
shape shifting across the grass
whispering across
the curled milk sky
before throwing down
another lashing of
early spring time showers
soaking your baseball cap,

something we laugh about
even to this day. 


(Rowarth is a hamlet about 2.5 miles (4 km) north of New Mills in the High Peak borough of Derbyshire, England. It is on the edge of the Peak District,Sadly owning to the internet being down at work, i didn't see the prompt for today until after I had wrote this)

Thursday, 4 April 2013

(Day 4) Flying High



They must be looking down
at our home from the sky
when they pause suddenly
for a few seconds.

Studying our chimney
and the smoke lingering out
off like breadcrumbs.

Our garden
and our shed
with drilling making the ground
sound like a earthquake
was happening.

Your brother's car
and trailer
which have been there
since last Christmas,

and your pond
which next door's cat
keeps visiting
frustrated with the 
constant nets,

arrow driven

flying high with her tapping.

(Day 4 of Napwimino asked for something with a spaceship feel. This piece however came froma  conversation with a friend of Ireland recently who recently described a incident about low flying birds which stopped midair going past their house which was near enough a spaceship for me - lol)

Wednesday, 3 April 2013

(Day 3) Memory of a dead friend

Soon I will disappear into the traffic
And disappear into the shadows.

Dance in a cave that nobody knows
And kiss the oceans like a lost lover.

















Soon I will walk into the sunset
And listen to the evening air
Like a lost religion

Before toasting to your health
As your memory begins to fade away
lost under piers where we once played. 

(Day 3 asked for a sea shanty. Alas this is not a sea shanty but rather
a short tribute to a lost friend) 

Tuesday, 2 April 2013

(Day 2) Forgotten Voices of the Holocaust




Forgotten Voices of the Holocaust

Nothing can shut out that memory
Even the early morning mist
leaving Cathy’s to go to work
Or twist those words around
Whether in April
Or September cloaked
Grey in a dizzying light.

Nothing across running across
Platform 4 of Victoria station
Picking up my mobile phone
Which I had reported as stolen
Just before Easter
But turns out by magic
Much to my surprise.

Nothing going past Waterstones
then onto to King Street
On the way to get the bus to work
With the memory of last night’s
Report in the Evening News
Of 9 in 30 shops closed
Fresh in my thoughts.

Nothing including Ian Duncan Smith’s
empty boast on some workman’s radio
Of how he could live on £53 a week
When I know my mate is on less
And on the point of eviction
After deductions leave him unable to pay
His rent top up.

Nothing but nothing
Of the way you would have
struggled down the street
near where you lived
just before Germany exploded
With your pants half ripped down
past your legs.

Nothing but nothing
Of the blood dripping
Down from your mouth
Or your  black tie
Which had been used to choke you
Only shortly before
But now doubling up as chains.

Nothing but nothing
Of the way you kept a blanket
Wrapped round your face
When they eventually got
Bored of you like a pet
Leaving you look like the Elephant Man
Until your wife got home,

Shielding your children
From the vicious assilt
You had just suffered
And the way they had hit you
And shaved your hair

And dragged you round town
Saying ‘I am a Jew,
I will not complain
To the Nazis again’

Something we can all learn from.

(This incident I read about recently in a book called ‘Forgotten Voices of the Holocaust’ where in one case in the book talks Munich lawyer Dr. Michael Siegel who had sought police help in March 1933 is instead forced by Nazis to walk through the streets barefooted and with a shaved head - carrying a sign saying "I will not complain to the police anymore."

More details can be seen here


The reference to King Street came from a report in the Manchester Evening News which said 9 out of 30 shops on this main shopping street in the centre of Manchester had shut within the past 2 years and weren’t re-opening with different people.

The reference to Ian Duncan Smith, the current Work and pensions secretary for the government came from a quote said by him over the past few days when he claimed he could live on £53 a week (See http://www.guardian.co.uk/politics/2013/apr/01/iain-duncan-smith-live-benefits)

Thanks to Cathy for lending the book here over Easter Weekend which has harrowing reading but something I guess we all must learn from and never, ever forget.

Napwino this day asked us to write a poem containing all lies. After reading this book and reading the article in the Guardian about Ian Duncan Smith on the way to work who has made out of the most stupid statements I have read in recent English polictial history under the current government considering the way people are struggling at the moment in the United Kingdom on benefits, sadly there was no chance of that although I have touched on it with the reference to it)

Monday, 1 April 2013

(Day 1) Last time



Last time

Last time I wrote here
The sun frizzled behind
The over zealious rainbow
Behind running a subtle escape
Over the bridge
Never to be seen again.

Last time I wrote here
I worked at a job
I couldn’t stand
Throwing my words out
Across the water
In a fit of temper
Every lunchtime.

Last time I wrote here
The world seemed so far away
Even if it was only for a hour
And every word I wrote
Seemed to get caught
In it’s own echo

Within a dream

Or a bubble
That I popped

And kept waiting away from

The last time my heart was broken.

(The 1st prompt for Napowrimo this year (2013)
asked for Continuing with the theme of firsts, I’d like to challenge you to write a poem that has the same first line as another poem. You can use a favorite poem, pick up a random book of poetry and get a first line that way’. Alas as the prompt was quite late and I was going out I wrote a poem about lasts instead of firsts.

I may well have a go later at this task however.)

Sunday, 3 March 2013




Hi, I'm Andy N and I am a poet / writer experimental musician
from the North West of England.

To date, I have released one full length collection of poetry
through N Press called 'Return to Kemptown', several
ebooks of love poetry for my partner, Cathy and a
split book with Jeff Dawson called 'A Means to an End'.

This is a blog designed for http://www.napowrimo.net which
if all goes to plan, I will write 30 poems over 30 days in
April. Can't promise I'll manage it, but no doubt it'll prove
fun and a little maddening like it did last year but I am hoping some
of my poems from my next book 'the end of summer' will come
from this. 

My official website is: http://www.andyn.org.uk

My Napowrimo site for last year is http://30poemsin30days.blogspot.co.uk

Speak Soon

A